Two Poems by Bradford Middleton

FELL IN LOVE AGAIN, GOD-DAMN IT!

I started looking again, looking
for somewhere new to lay my
head at night & write all day but
as I look out my door at this old
Brighton I think maybe tomorrow
I’ll start looking for a job in London
as the weekend past I went to see
& god-damn it I feel in love all over
again…

BRIXTON AIN’T ABOUT BASEBALL CAPS IT’S MORE A STATE OF MIND

On social media I see it a lot, white privileged
Guys rocking BRIXTON branded baseball caps
& each one I’m sure is so convinced of his own
Cool that I know none would have been able to
Live down that road like I did all those years ago
Above the Ethiopian restaurant & live to tell
The tale of the madness of those times with the
One woman I’ve ever really loved…

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Bradford Middleton lives in Brighton on the UK’s south-coast. Recent poems have featured in the Good Press’ The Paper, Dear Booze and the Mad Swirl. His most recent book The Whiskey Stings Good Tonight… came out last year from the Alien Buddha Press. He tweets occasionally @bradfordmiddle5.

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“Memories, Like Leaves” by Tohm Bakelas

On the edge of town lies another town,
and beyond that, another. You lean
against a wood fence, watching invisible
wind move across untamed fields of
green that have begun to brown. It is
November and cold. Things are living
and dying. You think back, eleven or
more years ago, when, for twenty-eight
days, your punk band toured across the
country in a run-down green ’98 Chevy
conversion van that was purchased for
$1200 and came with two seats in the
front, a cigarette burned couch in the
back, no seatbelts, and a suicide knob.
You think about the long drives before
the shows, passing through towns and
cities with names you can’t remember,
across highways you can’t recall,
through states that you never stopped in,
and places that never knew you were
there. Long days of endless driving to
play fifteen minute sets in crowded
basements, dark bars, beige living rooms,
moldy garages, anywhere with electricity.
And when the tour ended, and the van
broke down, you had it towed to outside
your house to serve as a reminder of the
feats you accomplished and the memories
made. But tonight, eleven or more years
later, leaning against this wood fence,
you think of the nights after the van died,
after the band died, after the fun died.
Those cold November nights when you
and your friends spent in the van, huddled
together under blankets and sleeping bags
for warmth, drinking Heaven Hill Whiskey
and smoking pot, like a lost tribe of
shamans, exiled to die in New Jersey.
And tonight, these memories, like leaves,
are few and far between, little to none
remain. And it is cold, so very, very cold.

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Tohm Bakelas is a social worker in a psychiatric hospital. He was born in New Jersey, resides there, and will die there. He is the author of several collections of poetry, including “Cleaning the Gutters of Hell (Zeitgeist Press, 2023) and “The Ants Crawl in Circles” (Bone Machine, Inc., 2024).

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“Missing Manhattan in the Time of Covid 19” by Rebecca M. Ross

I want to eat the crowded streets of winter,
swallowing throngs of red-cheeked revelers
and harried shoppers

I want to stuff my mouth
with trumpeting car horns in the waning afternoon sun,
tinkling sleigh bells,
brightening streetlights,
and hints of imminent snow and cold
mixed with the smoky warmth of
doughy, salt-covered pretzels

Let me gorge myself on laughing lovers holding hands;
on couples mellowed with age but not spirit;
on friends celebrating memories
in the shadows of skyscrapers
stretching towards the bleak winter sky

I want to taste the city,
lick it greedily from my lips,
hold it solidly in my mouth like a rare delicacy

I want to quell my insatiable hunger
with that one saporous bite
of anonymity and acceptance,
the essence of Manhattan
engulfing me fully in its flavor
once again

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Rebecca M. Ross hails from Brooklyn but currently lives, hikes, and teaches in New York’s Hudson Valley. Her work has been published in The Metaworker, Medical Literary Messenger, The Voices Project, the Dissent Anthology, Rat’s Ass Review, and others, with work forthcoming or published in M58, Flora Fiction, and Backchannels.

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“Hungry Ghosts” by Olga Trianta-Boncogon

She stood expectantly before remembering to push a thin panel on the glass. The doors chimed and the cashiers called out welcome without breaking away from their tasks.

The convenience store was clean, full meals stocked the fridge, counters offered tea-boiled eggs, sweet potatoes, and hot dogs. Cold air quickly enveloped her and made her forget the summer heat. She wandered from aisle to aisle, wanting to buy instant noodles but too afraid to ask what the sign on the hot water machine meant. She knew how to say hot water and excuse me, but worried that her butchered delivery would confuse or insult the cashier. She stood by the water for too long, a short woman squeezed past her to fill up her cup. She jumped back and bumped into a man using the ATM. She wondered when she would become used to filling up smaller spaces, navigating aisles wide enough for one.

She bought a noodle dish for dinner and sat down at one of the few tables left. Some people bowed their heads over their tables, squeezing in a quick nap, probably fresh off work like her. Others had their eyes on their phone screens and were scrolling past social media updates at the speed of light. Someone came by her table and silently took a chair.

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“Don’t Cry for Me Ocean Parkway” by Debra J. White

Growing Up in Brooklyn, New York

Bill Clinton was president when I last lived in Brooklyn – Forty Ocean Parkway was my only address there. (I still love Brooklyn, even though I doubt I’ll ever live there again. In fact, it’s doubtful I’ll ever move back to New York City.) I moved to Phoenix in 1997, and it’s likely I’ll die here. 

I grew up in the scrappy, working-class section of Astoria. Back then, we rode the GG line that went from Queens to Brooklyn. (No doubt that train line is called something else now. Has any subway line kept its original name?) We transferred at Queen’s Plaza for the F train to Brooklyn to visit family friends on Flatbush Avenue or to look at the rats in Newtown Creek. Maybe we transferred to another line. I don’t remember. The subway cars in my youth looked like cast iron, black and ugly. Seats were made of rattan and coated with shellac. When the seats frayed, bits of rattan poked you in the butt or scratched your leg. Sometimes, a good pair of panty hose got snagged by the unruly seats. Air-conditioned cars didn’t exist. Overhead fans swirled hot stuffy air around.  

In summertime, my dad took me to Brooklyn’s Coney Island via subway. Once the crowds poured out of the station, everyone headed to rides and the fun began. I always wanted to ride the Steeplechase, but my father said I was too little. Instead, we rode the famed Cyclone rollercoaster together. I loved the thrill of zooming up and down then flying around curves. We also rode on the carousel and bumper cars. Once I exhausted myself on rides, Dad treated me to a hot dog heaped with mustard, sauerkraut, and onions at the famous Nathans. Afterwards, I begged for super sweet cotton candy. I loved our trips to Coney Island even though the ride from Astoria took over an hour. On other days, we rode the train to Brighton Beach.

From Astoria, the only seafront views were looking at the East River swill. I preferred the smell of salty air over the stench of rotting garbage in the alleys by our tenement building. Sometimes, the drunken superintendent was so hungover, he would forget to haul the cans out to the sidewalk on Sanitation Department pick-up days. Once my dad rented an umbrella, and we spread out our blanket. Waves picked us up, tossed us around like basketballs, and we loved it. After we dried off and ate sandwiches Mom had prepared, we built sandcastles with our plastic buckets then watched as the waves washed them away. A day of fun in the sun with real sand and surf was much better than tar beach, the city term for sunning on apartment buildings rooftops. Days at Coney Island with my dad were special, even if all the sweets gave me a mouth full of cavities. 

I attended Mater Christi High School (now known as St. John’s Prep) in Astoria Queens from 1968 to 1972. A sizable number of students hailed from Greenpoint, a section of Brooklyn. In freshman year, I befriended a lovable nut named Helene who lived on Dupont Street.  Assigned to every class from English to algebra, we became inseparable. She was the Abbott to my Costello. We shared chicken-salad sandwiches at lunch, hung out after school in a donut shop on Ditmars Boulevard, and talked on the phone at night. If I cracked a joke in class, Helene upped the ante and made the girls laugh even harder. I’m surprised we were never kicked out. Helene invited me to visit her family’s third-floor, walk-up railroad apartment with the tub inside the kitchen. If her Italian mother offered food, Helene said to agree, even if I wasn’t hungry. Predictably, her mother asked if I wanted a bite to eat. “A little something,” I replied.

Within minutes, the kitchen table was filled with a spread of salami, ham, cheeses of all kinds, crisp bread, olives, pickles, cannoli, and more. Wow! I couldn’t possibly eat that much, but I tried to make her mother happy. I left that night ready to explode. I tried to walk all the way home from Greenpoint to Astoria to relieve my aching stomach, but it was just too far.   

During the massive construction project to build the Verrazano Narrows Bridge, linking Staten Island with Brooklyn, Dad would sometimes take us on the subway all the way from Astoria to Bay Ridge. Mom packed us a picnic lunch for the afternoon. We sat in a park watching the workers toil away slapping concrete and steel together that would one day become a world-famous suspension bridge. When the Verrazano finally opened in 1964, I was in the fifth grade. We watched the grand opening festivities on TV. After all the publicity died down, Dad drove us across the bridge just for fun. 

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“Through Different Eyes” by John B. Mahaffie

Henry Aaron Makes History in Atlanta

ATLANTA, April 8, 1974–Atlanta Braves slugger Henry “Hank” Aaron edged into the record books tonight, passing the legend Babe Ruth as the leading home‐run hitter in baseball history. He slugged his 715th home run before a national television audience and 53,775 persons in Atlanta Stadium. Many hailed the achievement, but controversy emerged as some baseball analysts claimed the two sluggers did not face equal conditions, that in Babe Ruth’s time, the baseball itself was different, and that it was harder to hit home runs.


A white teenage boy waited for the Third Avenue bus. He was dressed in a Catholic school uniform and had a book bag over his shoulder. A grey-haired black man joined him at the bus stop. He carried a scuffed and dented lunch box in one hand, and the Daily News in the other. The man’s newspaper blazed in four-inch type, “715. Henry Does It!” The picture spread over half the front page, Hank Aaron, his dark skin against the white Braves uniform, arms driving the bat out and away.

The boy shrugged the bag off his shoulder and set it on the bus shelter bench. He flicked dark blond hair out of his eyes and smiled at the old man.

“Wasn’t that something last night?” he said.

“Oh my goodness yes.”

The man’s tired eyes twinkled alive.

They stepped back from the curb as an express bus hissed by. The boy leaned in for a moment to admire the front of the newspaper with the man. The man opened his paper and studied the article inside, a smile fixed in place.

The boy fiddled with his school tie, and looked up the street, then back at the man.

“Of course, it’s apples and oranges compared to Babe Ruth,” the boy said.

The man’s smile erased. 

“What do you mean?” 

The boy’s cheeks pinked. He swallowed.

“Well. . . it’s just. . . they say it’s not as hard. . . it was harder when Babe Ruth did it.” 

The man sighed through tight lips. He squared to look at the boy.

“You think this man had it easy?”

He tapped the cover of the Daily News with thick fingers.

The boy looked away. He raked the hair out of his eyes with his hand.

“Well it’s what people are saying.”

He stared off for a bus.

The man eyed the boy and folded his newspaper.

“It sure seems like as soon as a man does something great folk want to take it away from him,” the man said in a low voice.

The boy’s shoulders sagged. He looked back at the man in a sideways glance. He pushed his hands into his pockets.

“Well,” the boy said, “it’s because the ball was different then, it was harder. . .” His voice faded and he stopped at the man’s look. 

“Young man, I don’t think you understand.”

The man tucked his paper under his arm and edged to the curb, looking down the street for a bus.

The boy reached for the strap of his book bag, his shin barking against the edge of the bench. He stayed back.

They waited, neither speaking.

A bus slid up. The man climbed slowly on and moved toward the back. The boy got on and dropped into a side-facing seat near the front. He pinched his jacket collar closed at his neck. He studied the flecked linoleum between his loafers.

The old man gazed into the distance and they rode for a while.

The boy closed his eyes and then opened them and glanced back at the old man. He stared back down at his shoes. The bus whisked along.

Then the boy grabbed the stop request cord and yanked it. The bus jerked over to the curb. He looped on his book bag and stood. He eyed the man a last time, but when the man looked up he dropped his eyes and turned and got off the bus.

The old man watched him leave. He shook his head and opened his paper and began to read. The smile returned to his face.

John B. Mahaffie is a futurist with a love of the past. He writes short fiction and flash, and is at work on a novel. John’s fiction often explores the past. John lives and works in Washington, DC.

“A City of Wish and Tone” by William Doreski

The brilliant pinpricks of light
I see when I shut my eyes
are glimpses of neon glamor
in a city I wish I could visit.
It’s a mass of granite and steel,

bronze and glass architecture
festooned with laughter and screams
more rowdy than even Times Square.
You don’t believe this city exists.
You think it’s hopeful thinking

applied to prismatic effects
shattered by my fragile eyesight.
Often I dream of long avenues
undulating over rolling ground,
framed by marmoreal buildings

displaying taverns and pawnshops.
These are the outskirts. The city
itself lingers out of my reach.
I can’t walk through miles of crime
to reach the horizon spiked

with flamboyant geometries
architects and engineers admire
for their leverage against the sky.
You claim this city’s an amalgam
of Shanghai, Manhattan, Dubai.

You challenge me to anchor it
to a page in the Times atlas
or find online photos of streets
that web the city I imagine.
The pinpricks of light are rich

enough to prove this city exists.
Its secrets blaze red, blue, green
in a dimension I can’t share with you
because you’d only deflate it
with a gesture brisk as a scythe’s.

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William Doreski has taught at several colleges and universities. His most recent book of poetry is Venus, Jupiter (2023). His essays, poetry, fiction, and reviews have appeared in various journals. He is a regular poetry reviewer for The Harvard Review.

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“1952 – The Biltmore Hotel” by DC Diamondopolous 

For the past year, Irene had stayed home grieving for her husband. Now, she was ready to live again, but without Robert. Her new life would begin tonight in downtown Los Angeles at one of her favorite places, the Biltmore Hotel.

The lavender tails of her Hermès scarf fluttered as she entered the limousine and slid in beside her best friend. The fragrance of Beatrice’s White Shoulders perfume gave her comfort.

Beatrice reached over and squeezed her hand. “It’s good to see you, dear. Thank you for inviting me to this important occasion.”

“It’s good to be with you too,” Irene said.

“I can’t wait to hear Yogananda speak.”

For the past seven years, Beatrice had been a patron of the Indian guru and studied yoga and meditation at his headquarters in Mount Washington.

Beatrice patted her poodle cut with the palm of her hand. “Do you think it’s too short, dear?”

“It becomes you.”

The chauffeur navigated the driveway of Irene’s South Pasadena estate. As she surveyed the grounds, the feathers in her hat swept across the roof. The jacaranda tree had dropped its winter leaves, a golden buttery hue. In two months it would bloom purple. Robert would never see that splendid display again.

“I’ve missed you, dear. The French twist is so attractive, especially with that hat. And the scarf goes beautifully with your auburn hair.”

“I feel fragile. Like I’ll break.”

Beatrice moved her matronly body next to Irene’s and put her hand on top of hers. “Of course you do.”

Irene drew strength from her friend’s closeness. They had met ten years before when they were docents at the Huntington Hartford Museum.

“You’ve been so kind. The baskets of food and flowers were lovely,” Irene said. “And the phone calls. Brief as I made them.”

“I’ve missed our afternoon teas at the Biltmore, and here we are,” Beatrice chuckled, “on our way there.” She removed her hand. “I’m glad you chose to come out for Ambassador Sen. You’ve done so much to help the people of India.”

“Helping others is what saved me from despair.”

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“Dave’s” by John Grey

Old soldiers line up at Dave’s downtown,
buy newspapers, scratch tickets,
and play their Keno numbers.

Theirs are the silent footsteps
not drawn by the smell of bus-diesel,
but to spend another morning
with head-shaking headlines
and luck as forbidding as enemy planes.

While others rush to the job,
they take their time
just in case it’s not the surly Dave’s cashier
who’s there to take their money
but that losing lottery number…death.

It’s a warm day already.
There’s no wind.
The air is thick as the soup
their wives serve up
night after night.

Dave’s is air-conditioned at least.
And there’s a table at the back
where they can curse politicians,
their fortune, their knee-joints
and the threadbare thanks
they got for having served.

No point bringing up the good in their lives.
Morning is not the time.
Dave’s could never be the place.

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John Grey is an Australian poet and US resident. He was recently published in New Plains Review, Stillwater Review and Big Muddy Review with work upcoming in Louisiana Review, Columbia College Literary Review, and Spoon River Poetry Review.

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From “Atlas” by Glenn Bach

The fall of New York,
leaving the canyons of artifice
and the calculus of blooms
as we walk in our sleep, fireflies
in cupped palms, bees and their
drowning, this week a whirlwind
of weather slipped in
through an open window as keys fit
the steeplechase of locks
and shoulders find their coats
of Broadway and 115th,
flipped collars and checked
scarves framing fleeting expressions
at play across wind-bitten cheeks,
dispersing the thin threads
of words captured and elongated,
made firm in hand-set type, folded
and slipped into jacket pockets.

We breathe the runoff and the dust
of scuffling shoes, effluvia of insects,
hair growing imperceptible as bark,
cherry blossoms like WWII flak
in the sky.

Bricks across knees,
new words invented for what we see
emerging from suspended animation,
the light years of this continent
as we sew the holes in our pockets,
fill them with stones from both oceans.

But here the umber canyons, throbs
of gold taxicabs and all the trains full
of strap-hanging figures
with bodega-bought flowers
wrapped in cones of plastic,
children glancing up
at the giants
towering above them.

Originally from Southern California, Glenn Bach now lives in the Doan Brook watershed of Cleveland, Ohio. His major project, Atlas, is a long poem about place and our (mis)understanding of the world. Excerpts have appeared in jubilat, Otoliths, Plumwood Mountain and others. He documents his work at glennbach.com and @AtlasCorpus.